Sunday, June 29, 2008

5A Class Reunion...and a little more.

Many thanks to Graham AND Marcel for our reunion was a clear cut success. With just enough icing on the cake to make the night one to remember. But we'll get to that in a jiffy.

Exza. The food depot. Food was slow - they had only one chef! Prices were okay. Fish and Chips and a glass of orange juice for RM18. Friends were just wow! Nostalgiaa...Nose-tall-geeah!
pictures..everyone wants pictures.ALRIGHT!


a group photo of the lot. eh only 20? wheres the missing one? moving on.. here's another similar shot. im the significant spot-the-difference among both pictures.

courtesy of graham's attempt to mess my hair.:P. mind u!

And proof of showing that guys aren't afraid to show some love! theres more xtreme ones. But i don't want anyone fragging my brog now do I?=O

Right. Getting to the icing of the cake, there were two distinct occurrences. Both cases would stay anonymous. P & C ya'll. First one, someone had hit a parked camry! Second one, someone had been stopped by police for his/her Fast & Furious stunts! haha obviously it's a he since there wasnt any girls. Sorry for the lack of spice on both stories. Hey,I did say it was pnc lah.LAH!

And and.. the night cant end without narcissism! A lil vanity of moi~~:p

Taadaaa. the perfect post(pose?NOWAY). Take it easy fellow mateys.=)

Thursday, June 26, 2008

Lesson one. Money talks.

my wallet isn't with me anymore. it may never return.
the story goes like this. i was up late watching euro Germany against Turkey. snoozing only after 5. Ignorant me had forgotten I'm scheduled for 8am riseandshine for business studies at SEGi. and so i got up and ready, not foreseeing what so small turned pretty much utter mayhem.havoc.

I recalled taking the wallet by hand -8:50am-. Arrived at SEGi college and noticed wallet wasn't with me as mom's car drove for the exit -9:00am-. So i thought to myself, must've slid off and is still in the car but just in case, i made a fox scan of the area. nope. no black wallet in sight. -9:05- Messaged mom, mom replied that there was none to be seen.
-12:30, lunch-break- Made a quick break for the exit and dashed to mom's office! wait. Nah it hadn't been that dramatic. i took a 'peaceful' stroll of breathtaking exhaust fumes and splattering asphalt. Nostalgia kicked in. The good ol' days.
Well wallet wasn't to be seen since. Drove back home and ransacked the crib. No wallet. As of now I'm still hoping i can have my very own knight in shining armor. Heck I'm willing to play Cinderella to see my wallet again.

The contents?
1. Identification Card
2. Driving licence
3. Sarawak Club Membership Card
4. Sarawak Club Parking Access Card
5. Maybank ATM card
6. RM480++

Laugh. i deserve it, don't i? it's high time alright.=/

Sunday, June 15, 2008

Fatherly figure

Today is father's day. Father's day is today. why do i keep doing that? Nevermind. thats beside the point. This post is for all fathers out there! And this post is for my daddy too. not that he blogs. haha. who knows one day he'll start and see what a son i'm being!=)

this was our dinner. simple but yummy. home cooks best. black pepper steak, fresh mushroom soup, um potato cheese balls, coleslaw and tortellini. that was what we had served. And oh ya, daddy had a special sandwich made just for him. special just means huge.=p here's pic>>
with my dad too. and my mom(hand). it looked more ghetto burger-ish to me. haha. later that day, Kev flew in from KL with his gift in collaboration with AirAsia. bye bye!
happy daddy's day!

life?

the period of animate existence from birth until death. there you have it, the definition of life. and here we all go complicating what ever was so simple once upon a time.

But my life. It is complicated. Just like every other's. I fear a lot of things. i fear him. i fear her. I prayed to be stronger. I get mad. Of course I do. but only because i fear. i fear whats coming is inevitable. But I am only one man, i am only one person, i can only do so much. But i see now that so much just isn't enough. I need to be more than what i am right now. i need to prepare myself so that one day i wouldn't break down and die. well that seems impossible. I'm a mere mortal.

Being too nice has its flaws, people take advantage of you. people may take the things you say for granted. sincerity, honesty, they are all overlooked.

Right now i am dazed. i am confused. my vision blurs, but i still look on ahead. i still give it my very best and i still look like i have much more left in me. but im losing it. this isn't me.

Have mercy on me. Just as Jesus had mercy on his neighbouring criminal. I hope this is not a dying battle. I am not ready.

If you don't get what you've just read. It's better that way.
Happy father's day to all fathers and our high Father above.
And a happy birthday to a friend, who will be turning 18 tomorrow.

Friday, June 13, 2008

Get a mirror. Love that image.

the last few days were stormy seas for me. from an all time high..to rock bottom low. But like many around us quote "it isn't how low you fall, but rather how you get back up from it". And so, i wont take things for granted no more. I will settle for no less. The world isn't perfect, yes, but perfect is just an opinion. the world isnt perfectly round, but isn't it round enough? again enough is also an opinion. there are many more unfortunate people out there. mentally challenged, cancerous patients, people with their own natural problems. these people don't have a choice and we take for granted our own problems as the end of the world.opinion.

dropped my brother at the airport earlier this morning. he left for kl on a holiday i suppose? well i hope he gets me something.. a laptop would bid well.=p u know what? i believe that i have great brothers. all 3 of them. we all look out for each other. we all out each other for look. opinion. My brothers and i, many say we share a similar look. just as many say the opposite. again another matter of opinion. no one is wrong.=p everyone is right.

i miss you!
why am i saying this to you?
So that if I don't wake up
tomorrow you'll know that
my last moment in life was
spent thinking of you!
a certain someone composed this. it may sound simple but does it matter, im no english teacher. instead i think it's suuper sweeet! this is biology! hahah. you make me laugh my heart out. marshmellows.

on a separate note, i wish to make a tribute to great friends. friends who are there when the world bcomes a total blurrr. friends who wouldn't hesitate to help then. friends who make the world a better place.

"You make a life by getting, but you get a life by giving"

and by the way, happy friday the thirteenth. black cats and salt and ladders.

Sunday, June 8, 2008

wordly ponder

Each day memories bring a joyous tear
Seeding my love to grow by month and year
For one day you'll accept me dear
Thus cleansing with sweet love my every fear

Hope stands on ends with subtle laughs, a healing ale
For you whom I'd die for, I'll live for
And my heart is yours to love or fail
Give me this and I shan't ask for more

Full moons have whispered once
Clocks run mayhem, I'm an amateur on Broadway
Puppy thoughts no, this is all so true
Life and beyond you are my sun buds of May

martin.

Actus non facit reum, Nisi mens sit rea

The abovementioned maxim is clearly subtle, subtly clear. it simply means that an act alone does not constitute guilt unless accompanied by a guilty mind. But in this post, i simply wish to imply that a desire alone does not fruit. Simple, declare your desire.

Today i've truly understood naivety. a friend of mine today called me naive. foolishly credulous as the dictionary reads. i am naive.. but aren't we all? We[most of us] ask each other everyday "How are you?", when most of the time all we think of is how to avoid a conversation we so subconsciously started at first. Now that is thought but no action. But when we risk our lives and jump the gun to save a pedestrian or a baby from a fire, isn't that an act totally from reflex? we don't think, we do.

So when is it that we can truly think, and later do? A relationship. A loved one. simple as it seems, most of us aren't doing what we plan or most of us do what we never planned. an example, unwanted pregnancies. to me the best you can give in a relationship is yourself. You do small acts of kindness one at a time, a sweet message, a peck on the cheek, a call to say hi(if you can avoid the weird-desperado zone" and you love sincerely. It is that simple.

I recommend reader's digest.

As a starter post to a blog i don't plan to geek up on, i wish you all happy blogging!

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