A heart's symphony, My heart's battlecry..

Emo-ness has been very dear to me lately. Perhaps im playing tricks on my self? Perhaps signs are just really telling me what i believe they are. We cant really tell for sure. I for one don't make assumptions. I prefer to know, bad or good, knowing is always at least something. Bad or good..mm. Why was it that I wrote good as the latter? Is it I who subconsciously take things negatively or is it just human nature to jump to such conclusions. Some say the best judge is your ownself. But I, to fathom such a catastrophe as the life i believe i am leading to is just..unfathomable.

I dread 2012. Would she really be away overseas?

Depression. Such an odd word. Even to write such a word seems to amount to real depression. How can a man so happy which others believe he to have everything, some of which are imposible dreams? How can certain men commit suicide? despite having wealth and even maybe...love. But i believe people are too fast to assume. Conditions are often judged and disected superficially. What if the man just had such a big fear of losing all that he has, his beloved, that led to the abovesaid depression? Would that make sense to you?

With this if i may quote "The higher you fly, the harder is the fall"

RCYU#3 AGM 2008 and random Going-Ons

St Joseph's Red Crescent Youth Unit #3 held their Annual General Meeting yesterday on the 6th. It went as planned to say the least. And spontaneous unforeseen speeches and "new" awards were given out that day. Things have changed from what I once knew. People grew up, at least some of them. Things run differently too but changes can be for the better. Its up to them to think of it and the best to judge are themselves. Everyone was happy that day and "traditions" are still being performed year to year. Good to hear.=p

New head section leader, Brandon Siong. Just to tell you, you gave a good speech and if you can keep that attitude and work ethic as then, the unit may survive yet another year. Good luck with it all and as our motto goes, To Serve.







Here are the various representatives.=) In the picture, St Teresa, Kuching High, Lodge, Green Road and the very well known Mr. Andrew, Acting OC of Youth Units in Kuching.

Brandon Siong will be the next in-line to be printed into the school's Head Section Leader plaque.(im prolly just finding an excuse to have my own name up this blog but oh wells =p. if you don't get what i mean..um 2006!)

Just incase you ask(which u most prolly wouldnt even come to think of even if you had a million guesses), yes i got myself a new bed!! a Divan to be more precise.. And it even has an under bed installed! So if you need a sleepover you know who to ask.... Not me!! i want both for my own.=) Anyway il still show u at the least.

My bed and my brothers at the further end.

On a totally separate note, my brother Sean Tan got into his first road accident. Several days after getting his 'no-more P license'.

Heeheehee. IRONING BOARD!:D

To an Angel in Disguise

This is to you, my sweetheart, my love, my happy ever after.

All I ever want is to care,
For this love that we share,
And dream fondly of you,
As our hearts join us two,
For every breath i take,
That's how much love we'll make,
We will share this feeling forever,
And live it like tomorrow come never!


I love you.^^

Victories won

Big things start slow. Big events get planned out much earlier. The topic in mind is Red Crescent. My affiliation, pastime for the pass 9 years? Back to the post,and for this particular one, time has been much of an obstacle. There was this marching competition held recently at Green Road. St Teresa and St Joseph were the favourites! woohoo! not Kucihng High(note that typo was left uncorrected).

From left to right : Felicia (commander), Cherie, Vianney, Nurel, Esther, Maryann, Edna.

St Teresa led by the one only beautiful Felicia Bateman wearing a Felicia B. on her uniform. She had found out about the competition about say 3 weeks bfore the date? Alot of time u might say. But her exams had just started..that ate two weeks. 1 week to go?hmm. not so, she had to commandeer her camp which eventualy was a success like in everything else she does.=) so that left her with 3 proper days for the competition. Practice and practice. The big day came... still more obstacles came stacking on. The competition grounds were rerouted for her group, the space was extremely too small! But she kept at her best. The best of commanding you'd ever have your ears listen to. Everything possible was done, new gloves were bought, whistles fully equipped, shoes and socks completely synchronised, berets shaved and ironed, and and and marching skills honed to perfection! im so proud of u all!

St Teresa in action!

The results came in, but Kucihng high(sorry lorh..) got first this time. St Teresa, though favourites were 1st runners up. It was later found out that the margin was slim..super slim. Kucihng high(hmm..) may have won the competition, but you have won my heart, for efforts you have put in, to me you all are winners to have just joined the competition. The best uniform had ur name on it all along. You all gave Kucihng high(im getting used to typing that) the best fight and it was a great performance!! Go Felisha! i mean i mean..Go St3? =P

A simple Declaration

I have been having a hard time recently battling it out with my own thoughts.

Perhaps I am just too sensitive a guy but even so I feel bad cause I want for you to be able to hold on to me. I wanna be your pillar of support, your pool of strength. I have been going against what I have always believed in myself and fo that I have been slacking. Will try to be strong again, for I see you as a new beginning and my only end. I only want whats best for you and anything that goes against you or hurts you goes the same to me. You will always be a part of me. You are my angel in disguise. I want you more than anything in this world. I am an egoist, I am naive, I am selfish, I am mean. But I love you. It is the sick who need curing.=)

Life gives you as much as you bring into it.
It's not the number of years in your life that counts, but by how much life you have in your years.

Here are some random photos to feed your eyes.



One really huge lemon.









Thats one pussy-cat.

Horoscopes, "A look at the hours"

Horoscopes are the study of simply relating astrological aspects to that of a person's life, love life, character, compatibility well really anything! And certain people's lives simply revolve around them. Considering there be only 12 zodiac signs, is it safe to assume that humans are diversified to a relatively small choice of 12? 12 characters, hmm now that would make a great football team! Each with their own strengths, characters and styles and number 12 being the manager! But thats beside the point here. Just an idea.=)

I once had a huge liking for astronomy and astrology. People often get them mixed up anyway. So this topic of horoscopes pretty much boggles my mind. So this is just my POV and im searching for answers. A friend of mine is one strong believer of horoscopes. How can you tell which horoscopes to believe and which not to? He simply replied, "he just knew". We could connect easily. Share ideas and perspectives, thoughts and emotions. Just recently he told me that Libra(I) and Gemini(him) blend well with one another. And to support his point, we had another quiet friend who was an Aquarius, Aquarius had been noted to be quiet and peaceful beings. Is there any statistic to prove this point? In my opinion, choosing a "trustworthy" horoscope source can simply mean i read what i want to, i like it, i believe it. This leads to the second point of discussion that is, if one observes certain horoscopes particularly in the daily papers one would notice the simple vagueness in each one of them.

Myth or belief? Can this be the start of who knows.. a new religion?

5A Class Reunion...and a little more.

Many thanks to Graham AND Marcel for our reunion was a clear cut success. With just enough icing on the cake to make the night one to remember. But we'll get to that in a jiffy.

Exza. The food depot. Food was slow - they had only one chef! Prices were okay. Fish and Chips and a glass of orange juice for RM18. Friends were just wow! Nostalgiaa...Nose-tall-geeah!
pictures..everyone wants pictures.ALRIGHT!


a group photo of the lot. eh only 20? wheres the missing one? moving on.. here's another similar shot. im the significant spot-the-difference among both pictures.

courtesy of graham's attempt to mess my hair.:P. mind u!

And proof of showing that guys aren't afraid to show some love! theres more xtreme ones. But i don't want anyone fragging my brog now do I?=O

Right. Getting to the icing of the cake, there were two distinct occurrences. Both cases would stay anonymous. P & C ya'll. First one, someone had hit a parked camry! Second one, someone had been stopped by police for his/her Fast & Furious stunts! haha obviously it's a he since there wasnt any girls. Sorry for the lack of spice on both stories. Hey,I did say it was pnc lah.LAH!

And and.. the night cant end without narcissism! A lil vanity of moi~~:p

Taadaaa. the perfect post(pose?NOWAY). Take it easy fellow mateys.=)